shoppyhollyliccy

sad..

2009-05-03T05:07:00.000-07:00

i feel so sad.. I do have problems.
Problem sa _________.
Problem din sa __________.
Pati sa birthday ko may problem din, may gustong makialam.. waaa!
anu ba yan, ngayon pa dumating ung unang 2 problema kung kelan magbi2rthday ako. You know what guys, I think I don't have enough reasons to celebrate my birthday.. Pero pag hindi ko naman tinuloy,problema nman sa parents ko makukuha ko.. Uhmm siguro pumunta na lang yung gusto pumunta.. bahala na.. to those who are invited talaga, libre kaung sirain program ko :) bahala na kayo.. sana birthday ko na, pra mabawasan problema!

single

2009-05-02T19:16:00.000-07:00

i'm SINGLE and AVAILABLE!

I'm lookin' for MR. RIGHT!
wahaha!

apply NOW. lol =))

to those who are interested..
comment lang hahahahh!

my BRUTE

2009-04-24T04:45:00.001-07:00

Dare my brute! http://bru000.mybrute.com

hey VAIN,

2009-04-23T01:11:00.000-07:00

hey VAIN,
I'm startin' to hate you! love yourself na lang kaya?..

kalokohan. tsk.

2009-04-21T00:21:00.000-07:00

*That was my cousin :D
Last holy week, we've been to La union to visit our relatives their.
aun, nagswimming sila, poor me, hindi ako nkpag swimming :( (it's a girl thing beybi hahahahha!)..
sa sobrang wala na kaming magawa, ayan, binaon namin sya then my other cousin made the tooooots there..lol

Mallory Knox :)

2009-04-04T04:55:00.000-07:00

i took a quiz in fb entitled "WHICH CRAZY BITCH ARE YOU?".
here's the result

Mallory Knox.
You are one psychotic bitch. Sweet when you want to be but tough as nails when you need to be. Your parents are assholes and you have developed a nasty hate on for the world. You are disgusted by humanity and are not afraid to make them pay. You want revenge. You want infamy. Even if it means getting your hands dirty. You do have a sweet side and a fondness for unruly, angry, psycho badboy prince charming types but think most men are repulsive slimeballs that remind you of your father. You would do anything for true love..

for YOU

2009-03-30T06:28:00.000-07:00

first of all, I'm really really sorry :c

hindi madali skn 'tong nangyari stn, akala ko madali lang, akala ko okay lang.. naguiguilty ako sa ginawa ko pero kailangan ee.. sorry..
sana marealize mo rin yung mga mali mo, alam ko para sayo, ako ang may mali.. pero alam ko may mga mali din naman ako..
you said sorry ksi you're not perfect. hindi ko naman winiwish na maging perfect ka, gusto ko lang naman gawin mo yung mga part mo as my bf..yun lang :c
alam ko tama yung desisyon ko,para sayo din 'to..

(i miss you na, sobra..)

happy birthday BERN

2009-03-09T09:45:00.000-07:00

happy beerday! sayang wala ka dito sa pinas! :c
pag uwi mo, cecelebrate ntn yan! hindi pwedeng hindi!
debut mu kya, hahaha! :)
pambawi nrn nmen sa lahat2 ng kasalanan nmen sau (waaa drama)..
super miss kna kamo nmen :c
miss kna rn ng mga bisyo mo! hahahahahaha! miss kna rin nmen ka BISYO! hahaha!
well.. thank you thank you sa lahat! alm mo na lahat2 ng tinulong mu skn :)
thank you..

ps.
pasalubong aa? :))

LOve you super! mwaaaa!

CHRIS BROWN, Get LOST!

2009-02-22T05:34:00.000-08:00

The face of a battered girlfriend! OMG! i'm soo shocked when i saw this picture, wooooh! she looks really swollen!
ghad! CB sucks!!!!

i love you

2009-02-21T07:15:00.000-08:00

may nagcomment lang skn nito before..
ang sweet sobra!!

i LOve You!!

Season passed one by one,
and things had change when
you had come. . .
Even though you're not with me,
My love for you will forever be.

You're the one who's in my heart,
whom I can't leave when were apart,
I promised to myself I won't regret,
For you're the gUrL I'll never forget.

People come and people go,
But no! I'll never let you go
Though some say to let you go,
You know I can't cause I love you so.

Now you know my love is true,
Hope you'll see till the day is through,
For it is real and from my heart,
I love you gUrL, that's why I'm here.

Now you know i love you so,
That's all the words that I will shOw,
That is so real for you're my love,
If only you I can have.

Ever since the day you've coMe
my life just hasn't been the same.

valentines

2009-02-14T06:57:00.000-08:00

err! sorry for me ksi hindi ko nakasama ang baby ko ngayon T.T.. ksi nman masyado kmi excited mag date, ahaha! pero ayos lang naman din, nakasama ko naman family ko ngaung araw ee.. :)

flowers! >.<

2009-02-13T07:01:00.000-08:00

gusto ko makareceive non tomorrow! haha! kahit flowers nlang ng santan! T.T

reminiscing :)

2009-02-13T06:32:00.000-08:00

well.. nsa former skul ako w/ my former classmates last night.. aun nakita ko siya :( syempre dku naman maiwasan na hindi sya tignan,hehe! gwapo ee hahha! pero ganun pla tlga noh? bumabalik prin ung love mo sa isang tao pag nkta mo sya.. akala mo wla na, pro pag nkta mu sya, ayon na! (quote? haha!)..
loko yun d ako pnpnsin, haha! kng dku pa pinansin, d ako papansinin ee! ahaa..
(waaahh nag pm sya sa ym! ohh! happy valentines daw.)
nung nndun ako kgbe sa school ko dati, naalala ko lahat2 ung mga kalokohan nmen.. isa na dun un pag saturday, may training, call time namin, 5am.. andun na kme ng 4am! nag gho2st hunt! lol. lalala... nakakarating kami ng 4th floor, ganun kalakas loob namen! :)) dami kasi multo sa school kaya aun :DD
waaaah T.T

sooper busy :((

2009-02-03T06:05:00.000-08:00

miss ko ng magblog!!! :((

i missed him :)

2008-12-31T23:06:00.000-08:00

naun unang new yir ko na ndi tau..mahirap pala..basta sabe ko naman sau kung tau tau talaga sa huli d ba..kaya yaan mo na natin kung anu mangyayari..

-nag message sya skn sa fs.. akala ko GM lang! ung subj. ksi, happy new year. hahha! then, ayan ang bumungad skn!!!
ayan tuloy, nagkakaron nanaman ako ng pag asa para balikan sya. i mean, umaasa nanaman ako na magiging kami ule.. hay. amp.

final goodbye

2008-12-30T01:33:00.000-08:00

i got this from bern's blog

I. PUT YOUR ITUNES ON SHUFFLE.
II. FOR EACH QUESTION, PRESS THE NEXT BUTTON TO GET THE NEXT ANSWER.
III. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

1. If someone says, “Is this Okay?” you say…
mad by ne-yo..parang ngongo na bad! haha!

2. What would best describe your personality?
shorty get loose by 'lil mama ft. T-pain & chris brown

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
beautiful in my eyes by joshua kadison.. totoo 'to haha! lam nyo yan :DD

4. How do you feel today?
krazy by pitbull ft. 'lil jon.. ayos 'to aa haha!

5. What is your life’s purpose?
labels or love by fergie

6. What is your motto?
winning women by rihanna & nocole s. haha!

7. What do you think of your parents?
wait for you by elliot yamin

8. What do you think about very often?
party like a rockstar by da shop boyz

9. What is 2+2?
act like you know by flo-rida

10. What do you think of your best friend?
selos by sandwhich.

11. What do you think of the person you like?
good girl gone bad by rihanna. hala pde dn hahah!

12. What is your life’s story?
we ride by rihanna

13. What do you want to be when you grow up?
always be my baby by mariah carey. nyi haha

14. What do you think when you see the person you like?
say goodbye by chris brown.. noo! ahaha

15. What do your parents think of you?
hoy buloy by parokya ni edgar. hahah! nak ng teteng nman oh hahha!

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
is it you by cassie. hahha comedy naman

17. What will they play at your funeral?
hot by avril lavigne. haha! nakakaloko

18. What is your hobby/interest?
out of this club by pussycat dolls ft. r. kelly

19. What is your biggest secret?
all you wanted by michelle branch

20. What do you think of your friends?
a girl can dream by nina

21. What’s the worst thing that could happen?
mrs. officer by 'lil wayne.

22. How will you die?
because of you by neyo. amf ahahha!

23. Does anyone like you?
crying out for me by ...

24. If you could go back in time, what would you change?
only one by yellowcard

25. What hurts right now?
gallery by mario vasquez

26. What will you post this as?
final goodbye by rihanna

my new year's resolution! ehem!

2008-12-29T22:31:00.000-08:00

i just wanna share my new year's resolution :D
sana magawa ko :D

well.. hahah!

1. Quit Smoking!
2. Stop Ganer! haha! anu daw?? (magugulat si bern at eun haha)
3. Lose Weight. konti lang.
4. Stop from being a hard drinker! haha! dna masyado inom :)
5. Have him back.??? hahaha ehem.

bawal kontra! :D haha joke patola lang :) kaya ku yan!!
sana.. :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2008-12-23T23:19:00.000-08:00

meri xmas seniong lahat! :D ditoo ko nlng kau batiin, bagal ksi ng net! hahah! tgal magsiload ng mga page niyo T_T
kung kasing lamig ng xmas ko ang xmas niyo, syeet OKAY LANG yan! hahah! wala na tayong magagawa, huli na para maghanap ng bf. :((
okay lang yan,anjan naman family natin ee, am i right?! :D
bawi na lang next xmas! hahah! GODBLESS senyong lahat!!!
:)

my lalalala

2008-12-17T02:16:00.000-08:00

walalalang! hahah! walalalang ksi akong magawa, kaya eto, may magawa lang...
kasi nman kasi nakakatamad mag review.. pakialam ko nman kasi FILIPINO, yung mga dynamiko sa pagbabasa ganun2! taz sa world lit. anu nman kinalaman nun sa pagluluto, lulutuin ko ba si ulysses?! err! sumasabay pa ng mandarin, pinapaikot ang mundo ko!!! syiiit nman!
mukhang maduduling nanaman ako sa mga bagsak na grades! hahaha! bibilangin ko nnman ang mga bgsak kong subjects! kaso ayaw ko nman bumagsak!! kaso nkktamad tlga mag review!
GOODLUCK! hahah!

new love????? :c

2008-12-15T16:54:00.000-08:00

last friday, akala nmin ni eun wla kming prof, so uwi kami! pero syempre dapat 'di muna ko pwede umuwi kasi 8pm talaga uwi ko, at un ung alam ng parents ko, so kailangan GUMALA MUNA :D
may tinext si eun na "CRUSH" ko, niyaya niya manuod ng sine(kuware ako ung nagyaya dun sa guy, dku ksi kayang itxt, nahihiya ako! ahaha!).. aba ang gulat namin, pumayag sya! go na nman sya! edi natuwa nman ako, super excited pako! todo ayos pa ko, para winner ang beauty! haha! so ang plano magkkta kami sa sm bacoor sa mcdo..
Nakarating ako dun ng 4:30pm, pagdting ko don wala pa.. so kinabahan ako, akala ko ininjan nko.. pero hindi, dumating sya ng 5pm ata yun.. edi okay na, todo kilig na ko! waa!
eto na,pumunta na kmi sinehan, pagdating don nag away kmi para lang sa panu2orin, hanggang sa sinabi niya na BOLT nlng dw. pambata! amp.. edi bayad na ng ticket, dku alm, kumupit pla sya ng 20php sa binayad ko! 'di manlang nagpaalam! err!
edi nuod nuod na... asaran kmi konti.. kwentuhan konti.. hanggang sa natpos na yung movie.. gusto pa sna nmen umpisahan kaso gagabihin sya ng uwi, mlayo bahay nia..
so abang2 na ng jeep, gusto na niya ko paunahin pero ayoko gusto ko sya kasabay.. hanggang may dumating na jeep, laking gulat ko, wla na sya sa tabi ko, paakyat na dun sa jeep.. pagtingin ko, wla na atang maupuan! syit! naiiyak nko non ksi lahat ng tao nakatingin sa'kin! naaawa tuloy ako sa sarili ko. pero sbe nman nia meron pa dw, dun sa tabi niya.. edi sumakay nrn nman ako. okay na!
nung nkauwi nko, grabe tamlay ko non, para kong me sakit na dku maintindihan, nade2press ako ng sobra, hanggang nung paghiga ko, dku na napigilang umiyak! waa! nagulat ako iniyakan ko siya!! woah! ano 'to may bago na kong iiyakan?! ayuko na T.T

2008-12-12T05:50:00.000-08:00

My Six What?

Tagged by ana my dear.. hehe..

1. Link to the person who tagged you.
2. Mention the rules.
3. Tell six quirky yet boring details about yourself.
4. Tag six other bloggers by linking to them.
5. Go to each person's blog and leave a comment that lets them know they've been tagged.

1.when i was young, i bought a copy of jolina's album. (tape pa before un ee! hahha!)

2. i'm a picky person.. basta! :D

3. i really hate MATH!!! chambahan lang pagpasa ko don!

4. i can forgive the one i love in just one SORRY!

5. i love editing pics than to cook! haaha! so i want to shift, from hrm to mma.. pero bahala n rn pla =))

6. im vain. wow! haha! wla nko msbe ee! hahaha!

Tagging Bern, Eun, Kateriina, Monica, Cham & Xaii :) :)

o bakit anong meron?!

2008-12-01T06:35:00.000-08:00

wow! me multong nagpaparamdam! bakit anong meron?!
grabe siya, nananahimik nko e, okay na ko ee.
tapos ayan nnaman siya..
sobrang nakakapikon lang kasi wala naman akong pakialam, todo kwento pa! todo asar pa!
woooow! sobra na talaga siya.. bat pa kasi nagpaparamdam pa sa'kin?! 'di na lang yung manahimik na lang ee.. pucha! kala ko ba masaya na siya?! ee bat nagpaparamdam pa?!

tapos may mga palusot siya sa'kin, FEELING NAMAN NIYA MANINIWALA AKO!!! sarado na utak ko sa mga palusot mo oy!!!!

hindi sa "BITTER" ako, pero nananahimik na kasi ko, yung tipong "DEADMA" na rin kahit papano sa kaniya, ee eto siya, nagpapapansin!
tapos nakakairita parang gusto niyang manggaling sa'kin yung tungkol sa GANER nia! ninini... L-)

tapos isa pang nakakapikon parang pinagdidiinan pa niya yung PAGKAKAMALI ko.. or YUNG MALI sa'kin... nanliliit tuloy tingin ko sa sarili ko. T.T
an'sakit din kasi...

hindi ba pwede kasi yung, may kaniya2 na kaming mundo, ung wla ng pakielamanan?
yung BAHALA NA KO SA BUHAY KO tapos siya BAHALA NA SIYA SA BUHAY NIYA! hindi ba pwede yon??? ha? hindi ba pwede?!

ang simple!!!!

2008-11-24T07:54:00.000-08:00

ngayon ko lang nalaman...
grabe,, nakakabwiset... hindi ko alam kung bakit..
nagawa niya rin palang maglihim! woah!! (naiiyak tuloy ako..)
ang simple2 lang nung ipapaalam niya, hindi man lang ipinaalam..
buong akala ko, wala lang yung lakad na yun, tipong, bonding lang.. ayun pla bday ng BESHIE niang NANINIRA sa'kin sa kniya.. waaa.. nbbwiset lang ako, alm ko, sobrang babaw neto, pero kasi BUONG AKALA KO wala sa capacidad niya ang maglihim!! shet!! huli ko siya ee oh! tae oh! kainis oh!!! napaisip tuloy ako, meron pa kaya siyang ibang tinago sa'kin?!!!

loved by Bern mee lubbs! hehe

2008-11-08T07:02:00.000-08:00

Post the link of the person who loved you & post the rules on your site. Tag 7 people at the end of your post & post their links too of course. Let each person know they have been loved by leaving comments at their sites

I tagged ana, arnie, bern, eula, eun, mary anne, and vanny

1st day of class, KAHAPON + NGAYON

2008-11-07T03:29:00.000-08:00

hmmmm..

lemme start sa KAHAPON:

first class: 11:30am-1pm

-Filipino Subject- sa una nakaka OP , kasi yung mga new blockmates namin, magkkakaklase na sila last sem(pero karamihan sa kanila, former blockmates namen last 1st yr, 2nd sem.. yung iba lang d nmn kilala.. gets? haha!), so parang ketket/saling pusa lang kmi ni EUN. haha!

naku! 1st day na 1st day, LATE kami ni eun. haha! pero okay lang, deadma si prof =)), pagkapasok nmin, binigyan lang kme ng white paper para isulat yung name bla bla bla! pagktapos magpasa ng white paper ang buong klase, tatawagin isa2 para magpakilala! errr! parang elementary lang, wahhh! dapat in 5 sentences pa. arte! haaha!

PROF: Gepila

AKO: po?

PROF: ikaw ba yun?

AKO: opo. (sabay tayo! hehe)

AKO: Ako po si Gizelle Marie Gepila. ano. ah ano. Nakatira sa Imus, Cavite. uhmm.. ano. ano pba? ano. aun (sabay upo! haha!)

PROF: tapos kna?

AKO: opo. nsabi ko na nga po skills ko e (hahah! liar! haahah! bad!)

PROF: wla nga kong narinig. konti pa sinabi mo.

AKO: (tayo ule.) uhm ano pa ba? ako po ung taong ano, pag mabait kayo sa'kin mabait dn ako.

KLASMEYTS: ma'am nananakot pa oh! hahha!
-end-
then, 1pm-2:30pm.. VACANT!!!
2pm- nagkayayaan na halos buong klase na wak ng pumasok! woooh! ahahah! syempre go naman ako! haha! ayun, ganiang oras andun kme sa beer garden, at alm niyo na ginagawa =))
4pm- ntapos kmi sa 2set nming inorder.. nagkayayayaan ule, sa ibang lugar nman, pero sa intra lang dn.. edi go prn ako! hahaha! pero dahil lasing na ang halos lahat, 5 nlng kmeng 2muloy na mag inom ule. haha!
7:30pm-natapos kme! natapos kmeng LASING!ahaha! naka 2set ule kme. kya wla na.. basag na! =))

dapat 11am-8:30pm class ko, pero wala d nko pumasok! 4subjects ung nmiss ko! hahaha! wooo!

NGAYON:

1st class: 11am-1pm- P.E.. err! wlang kwenta, nkatunganga lang kmi! hahah!
1pm-2pm... VACANT!!!
2pm: 2nd class na- BAKING... d2 ko nagulat! hahaha! bigla nlng pumasok sa room yung KRAS ko! waaa! nkkgulat ksi ireg na sya, at ang mgnda pa don kklase ko sya pag fri! hahhahaha! weeee! nkkbadtrip nga lang, ksi nsaktuhan nmang WALANG PROF!!! kung kelan naman ako pumasok o! malas nga e, kung kelan andun kras ko, tska pa wlang klase!! nu ba yan?!!! err! sayang! hahahah!
dapat ngayong araw na 'to, 11am-8pm class ko, e dhil wlang prof, maaga ko nkauwi. wee! ahhaha!
yun lang hahahahhah!

facts about meee! beware! haha!

2008-11-02T22:57:00.000-08:00

-If you spell gizelle wrong on Google it doesn't say, "Did you mean gizelle?" It simply replies, "Run while you still have the chance."
-gizelle has to register every part of her body as a separate lethal weapon. Her spleen is considered a concealed weapon in over 50 states.
-gizelle can build a snowman out of rain.
-In ancient China there is a legend that one day a child will be born from a dragon, grow to be a woman, and vanquish evil from the land. That woman is not gizelle, because gizelle killed that woman. ('di ako killer! XD)
-182,000 Americans die from gizelle-related accidents every year.
-gizelle invented the bolt-action rifle, liquor, sexual intercourse, and football-- in that order.
-On her birthday, gizelle randomly selects one lucky child to be thrown into the sun.
-Bullets dodge gizelle.
-gizelle crossed the road. No one has ever dared question her motives.
-gizelle can taste lies.
-gizelle drives an ice cream truck covered in human skulls.
-gizelle can tie her shoes with her feet. (my special skill. haha!)
-We all know the magic word is please. As in the sentence, "Please don't kill me." Too bad gizelle doesn't believe in magic.
-gizelle invented the question mark.
-gizelle never retreats, she just attacks in the opposite direction.
-gizelle doesn't go on the internet, she has every internet site stored in her memory. She refreshes webpages by blinking.
-gizelle beat the Sun in a staring contest.
-In an emergency, gizelle can be used as a floatation device.
-gizelle has a deep and abiding respect for human life... unless it gets in her way.
-gizelle will never have a heart attack. Her heart isn't nearly foolish enough to attack her.
-When gizelle talks, everybody listens. And dies. (omigosh! haha! ehem lumayo na kau! okay? haha)
-gizelle CAN believe it's not butter.
-gizelle once visited the Virgin Islands. They are now The Islands. (sobra na 'to aa! haha)
-gizelle doesn't daydream. She is too busy giving other people nightmares.
-gizelle once skewered a man with the Eiffel tower.
-If you gave gizelle a typewriter and 0.000000000000000000001th of a second she can write the Complete Works of Shakespeare
-If you spell gizelle in Scrabble, you win. Forever. (ow yeah!!!)
-gizelle can hold her breathe for nine years.
-When gizelle goes to donate blood, she declines the syringe, and instead requests a hand gun and a bucket. (kaya pla kulang ako sa dugo! ahaha)
-When gizelle enters a room, she doesn't turn the lights on, she turns the dark off.
-Never look a gift gizelle in the mouth, because she will bite your damn eyes off.
-gizelle destroyed the periodic table, because gizelle only recognizes the element of surprise.
-gizelle is not only a noun, but a verb.

so alam niyo na? distansya na! hahaha! =))

memories.. weeep! XD

2008-09-26T07:34:00.000-07:00

i just saw these pix sa big blue box ko.. hihi.. natuwa lang ako ipost..
uhm.. tagal ko ng hindi binubuksan yung box kong yun,. nung natuwa lang akong tignan, omg! waaa.. naiyak ako T.T nung nkta ko ung laman; first, i saw 3 CARDS, woohoo! binasa ko lahat, aun dun na tlga ko umiyak, hehe.. (reminiscing our cheesy && priceless moments together..)
then, i saw a RING, NECKLACE, PAINTING, BASEBALL BAT KEYCHAIN, PICTURES && WITHERED PETALS OF A FLOWER..

should i??

2008-08-06T07:27:00.000-07:00

last monday, i've shared to my friends about my ex and i conversation last sunday...
there it goes:

me: eun, may kkwento ko sau
eun: ano un?
me: nkausap ko *tooot*
eun: oh? nka chat mo? anu sbe?
me: bla.bla.bla.bla.bla
eun: wow naman.. okay na kau.

me: girl nkausap ko *toooot*... nka chat ko
ate jonah: o ano na nga?
me: bla.bla.bla.bla
ate jonah: nku girl, deadmahin mo na nga yan
**narinig ng iba knong friends*
pat: oo girl, deadmahin mo na.. kapag nag pm, wag mo ng pansinin!
ate jonah: bka kc sbihin hinahabol mo pa sya.. tsaka girl pag ganian yan, it means naghahanap sya ng bagong gf at optional ka na lang nian. kapag lalo niyang alm na nandiyan ka (nkalimutan ko na ksunod haha!)
rhea: (tahimik lang XD)

tama kaya sila??? deadmahin ko na nga??? lalo kasi ko umaasa chka mas lalo kong nasasaktan.. pero okay na sana skn 'to e, ung kahit friends nlang kme.. waah ang gulo ah. haha!
bahala na nga..
i'm wishin' all my feelin' was gone..

i love this song ^_^

2008-07-24T06:24:00.000-07:00

We Belong Together -Mariah Carey

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn't have fathomed that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

'Guess I didn't know you
'Guess I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
'Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby

[Chorus:]

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please, 'cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough?
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up?
Who's gonna take your place?
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life (in my life, in my life), baby

[Repeat chorus]

Things i have to do:

2008-07-24T04:55:00.000-07:00

1. stop being a LOSER!!!
2. excercise more and be more fit (i feel like i gained uhm.. 10 pounds?? XD)
3. hunt/date some nice && hottie guys! woow!
4. expand my social circle.
5. do some makeover.. uhm..
6. go gimik!!!
7. enjoy my wonderful life!!!

i hope i can make it!!!

iq test!

2008-07-19T05:34:00.000-07:00

nainggit lang kay bern! XD

mata kite kudasai

2008-07-15T23:04:00.000-07:00

oh god! please help me.. i dunno what to do.. i'm always trying not to cry but my teardrops keep on falling!

pagod na ako umiyak gabi2 noh.. bonggang bongga na ang pgka maga ng mata ko..
nahihirapan talaga ko mag move on..
hello, 2years kaya kami..
para ko na ngang asawa yun e.. T.T

an'dami2 kong nami2ss sa mga pinag gagawa namin.. naaalala ko nga kahit pagod yon galing school isang text ko lang ng..

me: taba gugutom ako, kain tayo jalibi. (haha! jollibee pa talaga)
taba: ocge2 kita na lang tau dun.

grabe sobrang namimiss ko yung away bati namin, minsan nagkakaiyakan pa, nmi2ss ko rin yung kapag sobrang nanghihina na ko, kailangan ko ng kausap, nakahanda lagi ears nya para makinig sa akin.. namimiss ko rin yung ~~hugs and kisses~~ niya.. waah! namimiss ko rin kapag nagkukulitan kami nyan, pati na rin ung pag inaasar ko sya, yung mukha nia nakakatawa GALIT NA GALIT tas ganto sinasabi nia, "zel naman eh!" hahaha! salubong pa kilay nian! haha!
meron pa, comedy magkwento yan, tawa ng tawa.. dko na nga maintindihan sinasabi! haha! mega kwento..
naalala ko yung kung anu2 tawagan namen! haha! tsaka kung anu2 tintawag sa akin non! nko alm ng MSG GIRLS yan! XD

uhm...pero sa totoo lang, sa ginawa nya sa aking pag iwas ng biglaan, sa hindi nya pag hintay sa akin (sabi nia kz hhintayin nya ko), hindi ko na alam kung maniniwala pa akong MINAHAL niya ko.. waahh!!

sunday morning at padi's point

2008-07-15T03:47:00.000-07:00

narealize ko lang! tama naman ako 'di ba?

2008-07-11T06:56:00.000-07:00

bakit ko kailangan magbago kung natanggap mo naman akong ganun?
bakit ko kailangan magbago para bumalik ka sa akin kung wala rin akong nakikitang effort galing sayo?

so, hindi ko kailangan magbago! tutal naman wala akong nakikitang effort galing sayo! parang umaasa lang ako sa wala! kung gusto mo rin kasi akong bumalik sayo, bakit hindi ka magpakita sa akin ng kahit konting effort?! ahhh! tae!
nagiging okay na ako, tapos eto ka, nag paasa ka! go naman ako! nag baitbaitan! tapos aun, ayan ka nanaman, balik nanaman sa waaa! 'di ko maexplain..
natanggap ko na kasi na okay ka na, mukang 'di mo na ako kailangan.. aun..tinry kong tanggapin yon, kinakaya ko.. taz hanggang sa nasasanay na rin akong wala ka,kay okay na.. taz ngayon mukang wala nanaman, balik umpisa nanaman ako! wooo!
hirap grabe!!
so ayun na nga, hindi ko talga kailangan magbago!

new pierce! lol.

2008-07-01T05:58:00.000-07:00

last sunday lang ako nagpabutas!
grabe pagkapasok ng hikaw sa tenga ko, woo nag inet kalahati ng feslak ko! haha!
taz aun pati ulo ko sumakit.. taz naun maga pa ung me hikaw.. (syempre! haha)..

naku, dahil dn sa hikaw na 'to muntik pakong ind makapasok sa lab..
haha! grabe mata nung babae don, nkta pa, e halos kasing liit n ng morning star
'tong hikaw ko! hahaha! linaw! haha! aun..

share ko lang ^_^

future chef weeee!

2008-06-30T04:12:00.001-07:00

(sorry i don't have pix of my friends and i, while we're inside the lab! there is a policy kz na bawal ilabas fone mu habang nsa loob k ng lab.. sayang! hehe try na lang namen nxt time then ipopost ko dito hehe!)

weee first day namin sa CIHM LAB kanina (ay kami lang pala ni eun! haha)!
topic for today: WEIGHTS & MEASURES!
First recipe: (omighad!) POLVORON! lol. kmzta nman?!

Our professor grouped us into 4groups w/ 6/7 members each!
We had made 2 flavors of ganer POLVORON. ahaha! oreo and the cashew one! haha!
aun the polvorons were taste good naman! hehe..

next recipe: fresh lumpia! haha!

YESTERDAY!! by Leona Lewis

2008-06-27T06:31:00.000-07:00

nkka relate tlga ko d2..

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (plans we made)
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know (no no)
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away (oh oh), but they can never have yesterday

totoo yan! waaa! d best tlga mga kanta ni LEONA pgdating sa mga gnian!
nashare ko lang, hehe! non-sense thought! ahahha!

stop smoking!!! lol.

2008-06-25T05:40:00.000-07:00

i just wanna share you this clip/pic.
just click on the link below

click

just think about it! ^_^

how to deal with a break up

2008-06-21T23:36:00.000-07:00

dahil broken hearted ako.. i've searched for something na mkkpag pagaan ng loob ko.. until i found this article! entitled
how to deal with a break up

How to deal with a break up? Ending a relationship is the hardest thing to do. You are looking for answers but you see none and you keep crying and getting depressed. You keep asking yourself how to deal with a break up and start to feel alone and dumped. Breaking up or getting dumped is the most painful thing you could experience in a relationship. A mutual attraction that bloomed into a joyful and lovely relationship is hard to end when one or both became uncomfortable due to a lot of reasons. It hurts and it’s hard to accept that the person you love is no longer with you now and you need to learn how to deal with a break up.

At this stage when the break up is new you have to learn how to deal with a break up. Cry if you have to , it’s alright. Allow yourself to grieve; it’s the first step of healing. For men, it’s okay to cry, you are a human being who is deeply hurt. Cry if you need too, but of course you have to be discreet and don’t just cry anywhere because people might think you are getting crazy. You are hurt but you still have the responsibility to keep your sanity and keep your self in tact.

Break ups doesn’t always mean its permanent, sometimes it does mean you and your partner need space to think things over. Getting back together after a break up needs time. Use the time and space you both have to think things over. You and your partner can think clearly and may realize the importance of getting back together.

While you have your space to find out how to deal with a break up, there are things you can do to feel better. One thing is talk to people close to you or share your feeling with someone. You will feel better if you talk about your feeling to people close to you and cry on the shoulder of a friend or a family member.

Discovering how to deal with a break up includes loving yourself more. Do not blame yourself if the relationship needs to end. It’s not your fault, relationships are complicated and most people go through rough times when it comes to relationships. If you start to blame yourself, you will get depressed and even lonelier. Think of the good qualities you have and be in the company of your friends who will always remind you of your good qualities. To know how to deal with a break up is to realize that you need to love yourself more. You need this to get through the loneliness of break ups. Take care of yourself and don’t appear too depressed and sad. To deal with a break up with positive attitude will attract positive things and you will feel better if you will only think of positive things.

While you figure out how to deal with a break up, this is also the time to enjoy and do things you want to do. If you enjoy going to the gym with your friends then do it. If you love to teach children or be involved in community work, now you have all the time to do it. You may discover new things or rediscover yourself. Give yourself time to heal and think things over. This is good for you and your partner and when you finally see each other again you may see things differently and with new perspective.

no classes for today!

2008-06-21T22:11:00.000-07:00

yea! we supposedly have nstp class for today.. pero aun, dahil sa bagyo, na cancel xa.. sana pati bukas wla kming class! lol..
mmm... pero soooper boring ksi d2 sa house! argh! papasok nlang pala ko! haha!
ghad! an'lamig.. hug.hug.hug. lol!

ghad! i'm optimistic! lol. himala! lol.

2008-06-21T06:44:00.000-07:00

You Are a Positive Person

No one would accuse you of being too negative!

You're a naturally upbeat and optimistic person.

Like everyone else, you come across things you can't stand every day.

But unlike everyone else, you ignore what annoys you and focus on what uplifts you.

Are You Too Negative?

i never knew i could hurt like these

2008-06-21T00:49:00.000-07:00

"sori"

-ang pnka nsabi nlng nia skn after namin mag usap.
argh! d yan sana ang gusto kong masabi nia skn..
ind ko kailangan ng sorry nia..
after kong mabasa yan..
ghad! dku n mapigilang umiyak!!
masakit!
matapos nia kong iwas iwasan ng dko alm kng bkt, tapos yan lang issgot nia skn
ghad! SORRY!!!!!!!!
...

i really luurve doin' this! SURVEY!!!!!!!!

2008-06-21T00:27:00.000-07:00

25 of the MOST Spontaneous Questions Ever, BE HONEST!

1. What do you want for your birthday?

► laptop & ipod touch! haaha

2. Who will be your next kiss?

► sna my baby juukyu! T.T

3. When was the last time you went to the mall?

► ocr! hahah! tagal nko d nkkpag mall

4. Are you wearing socks right now?

► nope

5. How did you spend your summer?

► aun.. mejo nag out-of-town trip kme tas bahay lang! haha

6. Have you been to the cinema in the last 5 days?

► nope

7. What was the last thing you had to drink?

► water

8. What are you wearing right now?

► tee, short, & undies

9. What was your last purchase?

► maxx candy XD

10. What was the last food you ate?

► pringles!

11. Who would be the person you would text if you were up in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep?

► msg!

12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?

► no

13. Do you have a pet?

► haha! yea dme2 d2

14. What made you laugh in the last 5 days?

► icr

15. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?

►sa tabi ng baby juukyu ko! jozel...

16. What is the last thing you purchased online?

► soon, havs. pag nka ipon hahha

17. One thing you hate about yourself?

► moody???

18. Do you miss anyone?

► yeah.. c jozel!

19. What are your plans for the day?

► rest.rest.rest

20. Last person you msg'd?

► mariz..

21. Ever went to a camp?

► nope

22. Are you a good student in school?

► iie chigaimasu..hahah!

23. What do you know about the (your) future?

►dunno

24. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?

► nope

25. Where is your boyfriend/girlfriend right now?

► kung me boyfriend ba e.. hahha! kso wla!

burdae burdae

2008-06-07T23:19:00.000-07:00

wit ma 2 msg friends! ahaha! uy guys thank you sa pag punta..
lubb you! super! syang wala yung dalawa (bern & ara)
supper saya prn naman ee kahit kulang hmp haha!

kala ko 101%! 1% lang pala

2008-06-07T22:55:00.000-07:00

omg best liar!! galenggg! palakpakan.
'di ko naman inaasahan naman! eer!
matatagalan pala bago ka manligaw sa iba pag nagbreak tayo..
kaya pala may liligawan ka na! galing!
woohoo! nice! puro ka pala satsat! ^^
maghihintay daw siya, jan lang daw siya!
e asan na kaya sya ngayon?! db galing!
magaling magaling! lubb mu nga ako! haha!
halos kinain mo rin pinagsasabi mo sa'kin! wooohoo!